Hustle Mode: ACTIVATED.
Doing the Hard Work
I’m fucking lazy. I’m not giving 100% to anything. My time management skills are weak and I have the focus of a baby squirrel. This is the hardest thing I’ve ever admitted, and I wrote a post about being in a mental hospital. Why? Because finding a problem, acknowledging it openly, and not fixing it is trifling.
I’d only be doing myself a disservice by failing to correct these issues. I deserve more from me. If college grad Kemah in May 2015 was salty that high school grad Kemah didn’t make better decisions in 2011, what will Kemah 2017, 2018, or 2025 say to me? I’m my own toughest critic, so I know that bitch will have a smart mouth and I’m not trying to hear it.
I have chosen to be a “free range human” and venture off The beaten/corporate path. I want to live a free and creative life, but I know you must first learn the rules to break them. In order to get where I want to be, I’m going to have to push my hustle into overdrive, face my fears and step it up. Or my worst fears will be realized and Cubicle Kemah will be born.
This month I am dedicated to working harder in every facet of my life. Being more proactive for my employers, setting and meeting challenging personal goals and finishing the projects I’ve started… Or at least starting what I said I’d start. Hey, that’s a start!
Let's break ourselves off a piece of Dej Loaf ft Kid Ink, taking a moment to be honest and real. Are you your optimum self? Becoming that person requires constant & active effort. I realize I’m not going to become who I want to be in the future if I don’t start acting like her now. She loves herself, is herself and believes in herself. She’s productive, responsible, healthy and badass. So far I’ve mostly been badass and I’ve got to incorporate some other stuff into the mix 😤